Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Pening.....

I cant think.Now i'm 0n my wits's end.I d0nt kn0w what to do.All i did all the time cannot change my way.The way i think is right made me crazy.When i'm thinking all about it.It really made me feel uneasy with myself.What am i suppose to do?I really cant think it pr0perly.I really,really dumb.Although it Juz right here,but...I dont kn0w.I dont want to worsen the c0ndition.I dont kn0w.D0nt kn0w.Help me!!

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Falsafah cinta.....

Ramai org berkata...
"Lepaskanlah ia pergi untuk melihat ia bahagia walaupun dirimu sendiri menderita"

aku merasakan mungkin ade betol jugak ayat ini.ALLAH telah melepaskan kte untuk hidup d ats dunya untok melihat kte bahagia.Kte dikurniakan dgn pelbagai nikmat.

Namun aku bukanlah Tuhan.Tidak mampu untok aku melepaskan org yg aku cintai pergi.

Tidak sempurna iman seseorg Muslim selagi dia tidak mencintai ALLAH dan Rasulnya melebihi segalanya.Memang ku akui iman ku memang tidak sempurna.Aku memang tidak mampu untok menepis aura kecantikannya.Namun aku pasrah dan redha dgn ketentuanmu ya ALLAH Rabb-ku.

Ya ALLAH.Tunj0kkanlah aku jalan yg lurus menuju ke arah keredhaanmu.Berikanlah aku hidayah dan petunj0k supaya dpt aku menjalani kehidupanku dgn baek.Engkau bukalah pintu hatiku.Amin ya rabbal 'alamin.....

Lelaki bod0h.....

Dh la aku ni bodoh dh.Dperbodohkan plak.Menampakkan la kebodohan ku ini.

Tp tkpe.Arma xkesah.Aku knl siapa diriku.Ku sedar siapa diri ini.Bagai melukut d tpi gantang.Kehadiranku tidak membw sebarang faedah.Mlh menyusahkan.

Memang aku telah byk melakukan d0sa dan mungkin jua ALLAH ingin mengurangkan timbangan dosa ku,maka ALLAH turunkan musibah ini kepada ku.Aku bukan meraih simpati.Tetapi sekadar terkilan.

Setiap perbuatan kte d ats dunya ada balasannya kelak.Jika niat kita baik.Maka akn dibalas baik.Begitula sebaliknya.WaLLAH huaqlam.....


Bila Allah cepat makbulkan Doamu, Maka DIA Menyayangimu, Bila DIA Lambat Makbulkan doamu, Maka DIA Ingin Mengujimu, Bila DIA Tidak Makbulkan Doamu, Maka Dia Merancang Sesuatu Yang lebih Baik Untukmu. Oleh itu, Sentiasalah Bersangka Baik Pada ALLAH Dalam Apa Jua Keadaan Pun... Kerana Kasih sayang ALLAH Itu Mendahului KemurkaanNya..."


biismillah hi tawaqkal tu alALLAH.....

Monday, December 22, 2008

SebUah perJaLanaN.....


Pagi2 ag aku dh bgun.Xboleh nk tdo.Ank sdara aku kacau.Tmbh2 yg kecik.Kalau duk kat tpi aku,mula la dia trik bju,trik rmbut.Dia cakar2 muka aku.Bercalar-calar hbs muka aku.Haha
Last sekali aku pun bgun maen ngan ank sdara aku tu.Mom n pop nye tengah siap2 nk pegi keje.So,ank sdara aku dua2 dihntr ke tempat asuhan.
Bila kakak aku dh pegi keje,abg ipar aku pun dh pegi...
Aku pun bgun then mandi siap2 nk pegi skolah memandu.Haha
Aku memang jarang mkn pagi2.Kadang2 jer.Kadang2 k0l 2 kol 3 bru makan.Kadang2 mkn s0wg.Tp slalunye makan nga famly.Ade kawan aku cakap.."padey kuruh p0m,xmakey pagi"
pah aku nyo pesyen kuat melawak..Aku jawab "meme la aku xmakey pagi,aku makey makaney,ahahaha"
dia p0m mula la buat mulut mucung.Ngaju k0n0on.Ap0la laki ngaju.Hud0h.Hehe..Tau takpe
dh siap mandi,aku paka jeans bju tshirt..Kren ba.Ahaha..Tp hud0h p0 tul0.Ahaha
aku p0m kluar stat muto eg0 s kak aku.Ceywah..Ego meta.Ahaha
aku p0m g la.Dkt jer.Lbih kurg 2km jh dri rumah.Sapa 2,aku p blakang tmpt blaja mut0...Aku tulis nam0w,pah aku dk diam2 2ngu yo pangil nam0w.Huhu
puah2...Aku p0m ape ag.Wk tubik hset,men hset.Haha
rmai awek2 cntik.Tp xde yg lbih cntik pade mata aku.Hanya dia.Sape dia?Dia milik ALLAH selamanya.Aku hanya meminjam segalanya dri ALLAH.Trmasukla jasad ku ini.

Aku p0m msuk litar.Entah berapa pusingan.Aku pusing jer.Janji r0ck.Bak kata mcnas.Hehe

dh hbs tu.Aku tny pkcik yg jg 2.Petang ni ade x?Dia ckp ade.K0l 2 smpi k0l 5.Dia tny aku
"nk mai ker?Kalau xmai pun xpe dh.Ok dh."
aku p0n oyk tgk r dlu.Huhu

dh 2.Aku p0m jalan2 tanpa arah tujuan.Aku xthu nk pegi mane.Nk blik umh xde org.B0rim.S0,aku ik0t jer jalan yg lurus.Hehe

then aku nmpk signboard.Tulis lumut.Aku p0m pk.Baik aku pegi lumut.Aku p0m nekad then pegi la lumut s0wg.Sdih rasenye.Driku ini bersendirian.Dlm perjalanan yg sdih 2,ada satu m0to ex5 ni meto.Bereti kat trafic light.Br0om!!Litah aku k0t kiri.Aku nye tengah panah d0h,aku p0m press minyak sapa naek 110 meter.Aku p0m litah mula.Haha
puah hati aku.

Then aku jalan punye jalan.Aku smpi kt 1 jalan mati.Aku tgk kt pagar 2 tulis
"Kem Pengkalan TLDM"

huhu..Aku tgk byk kapal besar2.Aku p0m kona blik cri tmpt teduh nk rilek.Then aku bereti.Aku tgk spee b0at p0lis laju meluncur.Huhu..Best2..Tibe2 hset aku brbunyi.Aku nye kaluk wk tubik hset dri p0ket.Aku tgk kak aku tep0n.S0,aku angkat r.Katanya
"ooi..Kamu x nampak aku kt blakang"
aku plik.Aku paling blakang..Nampak kak aku dri jauh.Kecik jer.Kalu tgk dri dekat besar macam j0han.Haha
dia suh aku blik
"ohoho.Smpi sni kamu bwk mt0 aku ye?Blik2"
ahahaha..Aku xthu pl0p kak aku keje kat c2.
Aku p0m egt nk blik dh.Lps 2 aku lalu k0t Waterfront Lumut.Aku tgk smua kdai cendrahati ttp ag.Huhu
aku p0m simgah kat c2.Aku g kat jeti.Aku tgk air laut biru jer.Sejuk mata memandang.Hbs hilang smua masalah aku kejap.Tenang jer rasa.Xpernah ag aku rase tenang cam ni.Melihat keagungan ciptaan ALLAH.Tgk bukit-bukau yg tinggi menghijau.Huhu
aku suker.Aku suker.Walaupun aku s0wg2.Haha

lepas 2 aku g tgk kt jeti kecik wrne biru.Air ber0mbak.S0,jeti berk0cak dgn kuat sekali.Huhu
memang indah pemandangan kat sni.Best nye.

Aku p0m berjalan k0k tepi2.Aku tgk ats2 batu.Byk ketam.C0mey..Tp smua black in c0l0ur.Ketam jenis ape xthu.Buruk gagak pun byk.Agak nya ketam keturunan gagak k0t.Haha

lama aku dk kt c2.Trasa b0rim la plak.Jadi,aku pun xthu ape nk jadi.Ahahaha..Gilo arma.Tau tkpe.Tny sndri,jwb sndri.Haha

aku pun blik la.Kt rmah memang xde org.Aku s0wg je.Aku msuk,trus dk depan tv.Buka astro prima.Aku tengah kepuasan xthu n0p buat ape,aku p0m.Layan jelah rancangan "Nabil.Lu pk la sndri"...Hoho

tibe2 dalam perut ni bunyi lgu ker0ncong la plak.Lapa.....UwaaaA..Aku mls nk msk nasi,s0 aku bedal maggi jela.Alhamdulillah kenyam.Lepas tu aku mandi then s0lat zohor.

Lepas zohor,aku pk nk g ke x.Die ckp,nk mai pun bleh.Xmai pun xpe.S0,aku bulatkn keputusan xnk pegi.Aku dk kt umh taip n0vel yg aku pinjam dri nawi.Memang best n0vel 2.Tu yang aku sanggup taip 2.Kisah percintaan antara Zahid dan Afirah.Bukan kisah percintaan Arma.Arma x pernah becinta pun.Ahahaha

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Aku tak BoLEH.....


Aku tak b0leh buang prasaan ni.Aku tak b0leh.Aku tak mampu.Memang aku tak berdaya.I'm s0ry.I can't get u out of my head.

Really deep inside my heart.....
Loving you is like breathing,it imp0ssible if i st0p fr0m l0ving you.H0w can i?

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

CiNta m0nyEt?????


Peribahasa orang2 tua dulu.....
"Cinta Monyet"
Memang pelik2.M0nyet pun berCinta?Cinta pun bermonyet?Ahahaha
Kakak ku ade s0rg yang kurang kebetulan sikit.Aku cakap dia kurang kebetulan sebab dia selalu menyakat aku.Kadang2 malu aku dibuatnya, diperli depan adik beradik aku yang laen.
Suatu hari tu,ade s0rg ni.Die telef0n hset aku.Aku tak kenal sangat die ni.Budak Gua Musang.Entah macam mane aku b0leh kenal budak ni.Mase die telefon aku duk sekali dgn adik beradik aku yang laen.Lepas tu aku angkat la hset aku.Dah orang telef0n.S0,aku angkat la.Aku cakap macam biase la.Sebab hanya kawan aku.Bukan awek aku pun.Aku mane la ade awek.Lepas tu,cakap punya cakap.Dia pun cakap ade keje.S0,the ph0ne is offline by her.Lepas tu,kakak aku yang sul0ng tu pun mula la menjalankan misinya memerli aku.Die cakap macam mane?Macam ni bunyinye "Ai..Awek telef0n ker.Kecik2 lagi dah bercinta.Cinta m0nyet.Cinta m0nyet."Aku nye jenis tak der prasaan.So,aku juz senyum.Then aku cakap kat die "bukan awek orang la.Kawan je.Kalau awek,tak de la orang duk kat sni cakap depan orang.Mesti privacy sikit"
Macam tu la kisah nye.Dah la hri tu hari raye aji.Abang aku yang keje p0m Ade kat rumah.Haha

Tapi ramai budak sekolah zaman sekarang ni.Um0r bru setahun jagung dah bercinta.Diorang tahu ker ape makne cinta tu?Kalau aku...
Aku ade la berkenan kat seseorang.Tapi aku pelik.Perasaan tu macam wujud dalam diri aku and tak boleh nak bawak keluar.Aku bukan ape,aku juz berkenan kat die.Pade aku.Die memang perfect r.....


LiFe iS sH0rt.....
People say it takes a minute to find special person,an hour to appriciate them,a day to love them,but then an entire life to forget them.


Lepas tu.Dapat k0r Asiah...
Ayat ni die komen cam ner?Nak thu.Cam ni bunyi nye..


"So,tak yah la lupekan.Easy right?"


Senang jer bunyi nye.Kalau lah senang cam tu.Asiah...Asiah.Memang wanita besi.Hehe..Sory ey Asiah.Gurau jer.

Then aku dapat ayat ni.Entah la cam ner bleh dapat.


you never kn0w h0w str0ng you are until being a strong is the only choice you have


So,n0w is the time i have to be str0ng.The last ch0ice that i have.Thank you f0r all my fren.Especially Asiah.Yang telah banyak memberi nasihat dan sokongan.Thankz.Ku sangat menghargainya.Ahaha


i believe everything happens for a reason.Pe0ple change s0 u can learn h0w to let g0.Things g0 wrong,so that u appri8 them when they're right.U believe lies so u eventually learn to trust n01 but urself,and sumtime g0od parts fall apart s0 better things can fall together


i had the letter 'hrt'
i can add 'ea' to get a 'heart'
or a 'u' and get 'hurt'
but i'd rather ch0ose 'u'
and get 'hurt'
than have a 'heart' without 'u'

Monday, December 15, 2008

SECONDHAND SERENADE FALL FOR YOU



The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start
Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Boldness


When a life gives you hundred reason to cry,show life a thousand reason to smile


i believe everything happens for a reason.Pe0ple change s0 u can learn h0w to let g0.Things g0 wrong,so that u appri8 them when they're right.U believe lies so u eventually learn to trust n01 but urself,and sumtime g0od parts fall apart s0 better things can fall together


you never kn0w h0w str0ng you are until being a strong is the only choice you have

LiFe iS sH0rt.....


People say it takes a minute to find special person,an hour to appriciate them,a day to love them,but then an entire life to forget them.

Friday, December 12, 2008

They were teAR up by death.....


Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world.
Jasmine: I think so.. All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the only 2
persons left in this world without any special someone in our lives.
Daniel: Yup! I don't know what to do.
Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game.
Daniel: What game?
Jasmine: I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my boyfriend.
Daniel: That's a great plan in fact, I don't have anything to do for the
following weeks..
DAY 1:
They watched their first movie together & were both touched in the romantic film.
DAY 4:
They went to the beach & had a picnic... Daniel & Jasmine had their quality time together.
DAY 12:
Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror House..
Jasmine was scared and she tried to touch Daniel's hand but by accident she touched someone else's and they both laughed..
DAY 14:
They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future. The fortune teller said: 'My darlings, please don't waste the time of your
lives... spend your time together happily.' Then tears flow from the
teller's eyes.
DAY 20:
Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor... Jasmine
mumbled something.
DAY 28:
They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road, Jasmine gave her first
kiss to Daniel by accident.
DAY 29:
11:37 pm
Daniel & Jasmine were sitting in the park where they first decided to play
this game...
Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine... do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one..
I'll just go down the road..
Jasmine: Apple juice would be fine,thanks.
Daniel: Wait for me...
20 minutes later... a stranger approached Jasmine.
Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?
Jasmine: Yes, why? What happened?
Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel & he is critical in
the hospital.
11:57pm
The doctor came out from the emergency room & handed out an apple juice &
a letter to Jasmine.
Doctor: We found this in Daniel's pocket.
Jasmine read the letter which says:
Jasmine, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl & I am
falling for you.. your cherished smile, your everything when we played
this game.. & before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for
the res t of my life. I love you, Jasmine...
Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted..
'Daniel! I don't want you to die...I love you... Remember that night we
saw
a meteor? I mumbled something.. I wished that we would be together forever
& never end this game. Please don't leave me, Daniel... I love you, you
cannot do this to me
Then the clock strikes 12
Daniel's heart stop pumping
THEN IT WAS THE 30th DAY...



Always love your loved ones & show them how you feel before it's too
late..
You will never know when they will be gone from your embrace.. If you were
given a time to bestow petals of everlasting compassion & love to your
love ones, today is the day. Love them while they are still here.....

DauGhtrY wHat aB0ut N0w



Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?


Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?


The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?
Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.


What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,

Monday, December 8, 2008

I'm the champi0n.....



Chess
i w0n ...
i w0n ...
5 r0und ...
Played with my br0 ...Easy games ...
Playable by any1 ...
I'm telling da truth.Never lie.Believe me ...
Hehe

Saturday, December 6, 2008

I alM0st At my wits' eNd.....

N0w is alm0st 6a.m...
I can't sleep when all ar0und me be s0und asleEP...S0,i wr0te this with all the hard facts.I want to keep it up until to "s0lat subuh"
I dont kn0w why...S0,i juz g0 f0r it..
I kept thinking of sum0ne.I juz can't get her out of my mind.There is n01 like her...
She is the special 1 f0r me,but i'm n0t the great 1 f0r her.I understand the situati0n.I realize what is g0ing on.I really kn0w wh0 am i n0w.S0 i juz f0llow my n0se to achieve my ambiti0n.I has c0me to my sense when all this happen to me.She send me a message last night.But i can't reply her message bc0z there is a bit pr0blem with my hset.S0,i juz can read her message.I didn't kn0w if she waiting f0r my message or n0t.But i d0nt think that she waiting f0r my message.I knew it.
Thankz f0r the message.Really appriciate it.Thankz a l0t.

I d0nt kn0w h0w to get her out of my mind.I really cant d0 it.The feeling are deep inside my heart.I kn0w who i am.But...
Maybe next time i will telling this.N0w i hav t0 g0 for my resp0nsibility as a slave.....

Friday, December 5, 2008

PerMatA.....

Hadirnya tanpa kusedari
Menggamit kasih cinta bersemi
Hadir cinta insan padaku ini
Anugerah kurniaan Ilahi
Lembut tutur bicaranya
Menarik hatiku untuk mendekatinya
Kesopanannya memikat di hati
Mendamaikan jiwaku yang resah ini
Ya Allah
Jika dia benar untukku
Dekatkanlah hatinya dengan hatiku
Jika dia bukan milikku
Damaikanlah hatiku
Dengan ketentuan-Mu
Dialah permata yang dicari
Selama ini baru kutemui
Tapi ku tak pasti rencana Ilahi
Apakah dia kan kumiliki
Tidak sekali dinodai nafsu
Akan kubatasi dengan syariat-Mu
Jika dirinya bukan untukku
Redha hatiku dengan ketentuan-Mu
Ya Allah
Engkaulah tempat kubergantung harapanku
Kuharap diriku sentiasa di bawah rahmat-Mu

I d0nt kn0w wHy.....?

See I don't know why
I liked you so much
I gave you all of my trust
I told you I loved you
Now that's all down the drain
You put me through a pain
I wanna let you know how I feel
You though you could
Keep this shit from me yeah
You burnt bitch ab0ut I heard this story
You played me
You even gave him head
Now your asking for me back
Your just abother act
Look elsewhere cause your done with me
You nquestioned, did I care?
You can ask anyone
You told me "I even said you were my great one"
Now it's over
But I do mean what I said
It hurts me oh bad
I can't swear that cause I love you s0 much.Its up to y0u.Thats your right.I alm0st at my wits' end.....

Monday, December 1, 2008

CiNTa iTu buTa.....

Kita tak perlukn sebab untuk mencintai seseorang.CINTA lahir dari hati nurani yang luhur.CINTA merupakan anugerah ILAHI.CINTA tak mengenal usia.CINTA tak mengenal rupa.CINTA tak mengenal erti putus asa.CINTA memerlukan pengorbanan.CINTA mampu untuk mengalirkan airmata.Jika kita cintakan seseorang,kita akan merasa bahagia berada di sampingnya dan akan merasa gelisah jika berjauhan.

Tetapi CINTA kepada ILAHI dan Rasulnya akan kekal selamanya.Kini baru ku sedari.Thankz ALLAH

Sunday, November 30, 2008

Vital or n0t?

What am i supp0se to d0 after this?Enter kex or get s0me work to make me busy..To make me forget all the predicament in my head.To give a new life f0r me.Or juz sleep and hug my bolster without d0ing anything?I d0nt kn0w.ReaLLy d0nt kn0w.Maybe i have to get s0me advice fr0m any1.Please help me...
All hue in my life has disappear.My life like n0 meaning n0w.Huhu...I l0se my b0ldness.I feel that i'm Like carcase n0w.I d0nt kn0w how to unbuckle this l0op.My head g0nna chaos.I chanting in my head to patient with my c0nditi0n n0w.But i can't.There like a hue and cry on my head to give me a new spirit.But all that is w0rthless.N0thing can change it.But i kn0w.I'm chap.N0t a gurl.I've to be str0ng.I've to g0 tr0ugh all this.Give a strength oh my G0D...ALLAH huaqbar

Friday, November 28, 2008

I misS.....

I miss my clasS

i miss all my teacher,ustaz,ustazah

i miss laboratory physic,chemistry,biol0gy

i miss to play fo0tball with my friend on our bel0ved scho0l field

i miss to play chess with naimi,faiz,azhari

i miss to win,n i miss to lose my chess game

i miss to march past

i miss to scream when i had march past

i miss to chat with all my friend in our g0rgeous class

i miss to learn chemistry

i miss to study add math with nawi in his class

i miss to do physics experiment

i miss to heard cg zaim voice(bio)

i miss to cut up psi class.Kik3

i miss to enter to APD to learn bm

i miss to c0py history n0te fr0m cg nazlel

i miss to d0 math exercise with cg aziz

i miss "paprik kak ze"

i miss all the thing at ma'ahad fr0m f0rm 1 until f0rm 5.ReaLLY miss it

YoU.....

Did u hate me?Bec0z evrytime i call u,i can feel that u feel uneasy with me.....
____...
Please teLL me the truth.I reaLLY need to kn0w that.Please ____.....
I dont want to waiting like this anym0re.If u dislike me,juz teLL me.I can accept it.D0nt care ab0ut me.All u need to do is juz tell me.Please.....Please.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

INdepENdEnt dAY.....

INdepENdEnt dAY.....When is it?31 October?

Haha..N0t that.1 Disember.Independent day for me.Escaping from sPM.Ahaha...I realLy hope that time g0nNA be faster.Coz i realLY impatient of waiting.Like waiting sum0ne wilL never be mine.Ahaha...Such a stupid man.C0me to your sense arma.See urself on the mirRor.Plane mirRor.N0t convex or concave.C0z if u see urself in c0nvex or c0ncave mirRor,u will never kn0w who u are.Realize that...Uhahaha

I juz want to have a h0liday with my family.To PERAK.My h0met0wn.My pop and m0m are kelantanese.But i'm perakian.C0z i was born there.At h0spital Ipoh i guest.Hehe...I want to finish my license.My sis sP0nser.Hehe..My sis "taskunu fi" Manjung.Nearby Lumut beach.Juz a st0ne thr0w.Giant thr0w the stone.N0t me!!Kik3...It is f0r a l0ng time i hasn't be there.I l0ve to swim,but i dont kn0w h0w to swim.Weird right?Haha...If i hav a chance i'm take u there.Hehe...

After this,i want to get en0ugh sleEP.C0z i really n0t get en0ugh sleep for a l0ng time.I want to sleep and hug my b0lster.Huhu...

I want to hang out with my friends.My best friends.Nawi n Abu.I realLY appri8 them.
Nawi...Hav en0rm0us secret admire.Wow!!EN0RM0US?Well u kn0w him.Such a hands0me boy.RealLY2 hands0me.If u seE him.I guarantee that u wilL fall in l0ve with him.Kik3
Abu...Als0 hands0me b0y.Hav g0od l0oking.B0sS of tae kwon do of my sCho0l.Such a t0ugh man.But always "k0ya".Hehe..Juz kidding.
Me?Arma?What s0me pe0ple calL me?The gr0tesque one.Kik3...Ahaha..U can call me what ever u want.I d0nt care.(arma xkesah)c0z i realLY kn0w who i am.Önly ALLAH kn0w who i am.All of u wilL kn0w who i am whenever the day has c0me.Juz wait...Huhu...I hand up alL my predicament to HIM.AlL i can d0 is juz pray.

I like to jesting.I'm like a jester to my friend.The clAss will silent without me.Ceywah...N0t in my clusS.But abu's n nawi's clusS.I always hang up in their claSs.Haha..N0t cut up clAsS.But "kadang2"...Hehe

1 Disember also wilL be my hist0ry day...Juz wait...

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

It reaLLy arDU0us f0r mE...

Why it's me?Why me?Why is this happen t0 me?What have i did?Am i wrong?I didn't do anything.I juz want t0 make you happy.I juz want to see you to smile.Am i wrong?I ask you again and again.But y0u w0n't answer me.I rely to sacrifice anything.Juz f0r you.You will never kn0w that i'm the one.Why did u d0 this to me??

Oh G0D.Give me strength to g0 trough all this "disaster".I can't do it by myself.

You has changed.Why is this going on?What i has to do?Why did you n0t come to your senses...?Oh..I kn0w you very well bef0re.But n0w,i dont who u are.Why?Why?

You pr0mised me.But you...Uh!!!N0thing can i do anym0re.Sory for evrything.And thanks friend.I wilL never and ever f0rget you.You always fresh on my mind.Thanks.Thanks

Thursday, November 20, 2008

What a w0nderful day...

6.45 p.m
i've g0t one msg fr0m my friend..(ma..Leh wk kimia td)
then i answer back(huhu..Puah hati m0lep jwp kimia td)
i've g0t all the c0ncept of this chemistry.I f0und it really make me happy...S0 mesmerise.And i juz g0t to kn0w...Hehe...It's rainy outside.S0metime heavy rain.I felt s0 c0ld inside the examinati0n.Paper 1...I answer one by one.The questi0n is familiar with me.Because the nightbefore the exam...
I'm ready with f0ur set of 0bjectif questi0n.2004,2005,2006 and 2007...The questi0n of 04 and 05...We(arma n abu) discus together while watching s0me m0vie..Haaa..What m0vie??Jeng2...The dark night.BATMAN...N0t better man.Kik3...Sumtime we hav a fight cause we hav the different answer.Sumtime he g0t the c0rrect answer.But it's always me g0t the c0rrect answer...Hehe...Paper 2...N0t To arduous f0r me.C0z our trial are m0re harder than this m0rning questi0n.Thank G0D.Paper 3..The m0st happiest paper...I take only half an h0ur t0 answer b0th questi0n.It is really easy.C0z we have predict what will c0me out f0r this sPM...All of sudden,all that we predict c0me 0ut questi0n bec0mes real questi0n f0r SPM...The reactivity of gr0up 1 LITHIUM,SODIUM and POTASSIUM with water.It isthe easiest questi0n...The reactivity of metal gr0up 1 increase d0wn the gr0up..Huhu...Such a weird but easy questi0n.Like sum0ne,sumtime she makes me happy...But she always makes me happy.Kik3...Ok.It time f0r me to g0 t0 sleep.It t0 late.Tom0rr0w i've 0ne paper.PSI paper 1.Nite all.SalamuALLAHhialaikum...See u at KEX..Hehehe

Thursday, November 13, 2008

FeeLing hArd...

Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine
I'm leaving my life in your hands
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
And how you got me blind is still a mystery
I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history
As long as you're here with me
Every little thing that you have said and done
Feels like it's deep within me
Doesn't really matter if you're on the run
It seems like we're meant to be
I've tried to hide it so that no one knows
But I guess it shows
When you look into my eyes
What you did and where you are comin' from
Nothing can change my feeling toward you...

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

LoVË sOMË0ne???

EIGHTEEN
> you get so jealous when someone comment them saying they are cute
> SEVENTEEN:
> You look at their profile constantly
> SIXTEEN:
> When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago
> FIFTEEN:
> You read their Texts and Ims Over and over again
> FOURTEEN:
> You walk really slow when you're with them
> THIRTEEN:
> You feel shy whenever they're around
> ELEVEN:
> When you think about them, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time
> TEN:
> You smile when you hear their voice
> NINE:
> When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her
> EIGHT:
> You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them
> SEVEN:
> They're all you think about
> SIX:
> You get high just from their scent
> FIVE:
> You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them
> FOUR:
> You would do anything for them!
> THREE:
> You blush when u hear their name
> TWO:
> You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number twelve was missing
> ONE:
> You just scrolled up to check & are now silently lauging at yourself
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Sunday, October 19, 2008

Nostalgia

Terkenang sebuah memori lalu
Kisah persahabatan kita bersama
Di dalam satu pengajian
Menuntut ilmu dan pengalaman
Mengingatkanku pengorbananmu
Terpahat padu di kalbuku
Bersama rakan taulan dan guru
Tawa riangmu menghiburkan hatiku
Indahnya suasana ketika itu
Terjalin ukhuwah sejati
Nasihatmu sungguh bermakna bagiku
Mengenalkanku erti kehidupan
Susah payah kita hadapi bersama
yaan dunia
Itulah asam garam dalam kehidupan
Ya Tuhanku tabahkan hatinya
Kuatkan semangatnya untuk menghadapi hidup
Limpahkanlah maghfirah dan kasih sayang-Mu
Agar hidupnya sejahtera di dunia akhirat

Bisikan Nurani

Lautan kematian ombak
Tenang pantai tiada terusik
Begitulah tasik hatiku
Sejak kehadiranmu
Betapa aku hargai
Anugerah syurga di dunia
Doa kudus aku panjatkan
Semoga dirahmati
Telahpun ku syukuri
Di dalam hidup ini
Cinta suci kurniaan Ilahi
Kejernihan wajahmu
Sempurna pada pandanganku
Kau kirana
Keturunan terpilih
Disanjung serta dihormati
Kau permata
Kesederhanaanmu
Mengecap kekayaan dunia
Kau mestika
Ketaqwaan dirimu
Itu yang merantai jiwaku
Bukan aku memuji
Apalagi memuja
Salahkahku kagumi... perhiasan duniawi
Bisikan nuraniku
Engkaulah pilihanku
Akanku pertahankan
Amanah suci ini

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Kesetiaan

"Penantian suatu penyiksaan...?"
Itulah ungkapan yg sering bermain-main di mulut2 manusia.Apakah yg menyebabkan ungkapan seperti ini ditimbulkan???
Apakah kerana suatu kekecewaan?
Ataupun kerana suatu hubungan yg amat menyiksakan?
Dikala semua persoalan2 ini bermain di benak2 fikiran manusia,munculnya suatu keajaiban.
Iaitu...CINTA!!!!!
Kadang-kala pembawa smgt.Kadang-kala pembawa kejatuhan.
Ayahku berpesan supaya aku tidak terikat dalam perCINTAan.
Dalam umurku yg masih mentah.Masih berPerangai kebudak-budakkan.Hidup tidak terurus.Berpura-pura dalam kegembiraan.
Sedangkan dalam hatiku hanya ALLAH yg thu.Bertapa berkecamuknya perasaanku.
Sedihnya hatiku...Hancurnya harapan...
Terbelahnya impian...
Menanti dirimu dengan berjuta persoalan...
Beribu alasan...
Harapan terus kuberikan...
Walauku thu dirimu tidak mungkin termiliki olehku...
Diriku merasa begitu terseksa bila melihatkan dirimu...
Melihatkan caramu memandang seseorang...
Engkau terus-terusan memberikan harapanmu kepadanya.
Sedangkan dia langsung tidak mempedulikanmu...
Sedang aku berduka...
Engkau tersenyum riang bersama teman..
Aku sedar siapa diri ini.
Bagaikan pipit disisimu.
Anggaplah diriku apa yg engkau mahu..
Sesungguhnya tangapan2 mu itu bakal menjadi suatu memori kepadaku...

Engkau mengatakan diriku amat dihargai olehmu...
Tetapi aku merasakan aku bgaikn seseorang yg tidak berguna kepadamu...
Dengan layananmu terhadapku...
Aku merasakan diri ini bgaikn penggangu di dalam hidupmu...
Mungkin ku harus melupakan segala perasaanku terhadapmu...
Mungkin itu yg kau mahu dariku...

Selamat tinggal bidadari hatiku...

Hadzanlah

Relakanlah perpisahan kita ini
Iringilah pemergian daku nanti
Dengan doa yang tak berhenti
Moga ISLAM terus berdiri
Usapilah dengan airmata kasih
Senyumanmu penguat semangat daku
Andai kita tak jumpa lagi
Kusemai cintamu di SYURGA
Berpisahlah dua jiwa meninggalkan kuntum cinta
Megah distana takwa menyahut panggilan ALLAH
Dengan nama Mu ALLAH yang Maha Gagah
Langkah kuatur pasrah daku berserah
Menangkanlah kaum Muslimin
Hancurkanlah kaum Musyrikin
Demi ISLAM ditegakkan
Handzalah pergi ke medan jihad
Bersama dengan para sahabat
Bertempur hebat penuh semangat
Sehingga dia syahid akhirnya
Turunlah malaikat ke bumi
Mandikan jasadnya mewangi
Diarak rohnya ke Firdausi
Hening malam menyakdsikan
Korban cinta dua insan
Baru diijabkabulkan
Rela menyahut seruan
Demi ISLAM ditegakkan
Jihad menjadi pilihan

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Aku Ada Untukmu...

Di sana pungguk menanti
Mengharap bulan membalas rindu di hati
Di sini aku berdiri
Menunggu penuh dengan kesabaran

Tanpa manis madah
Janji yang puitis
Tuk persembahan
Hanya ketulusan
Sekeping hati suci

Aku
Berikan kasih
Kalau itu yang kau mahu dari ku
Aku
Berikan cinta
Untuk membahagiakan hari mu
Aku
Sayang dirimu (menyayangimu)
Biarpun nafas ku sampai terhenti

Akan ku kota janji kita
Mendirikan Taj Mahal cinta
Seteguh kasih
Shah Jehan kepada Mumtaznya

Terasa indah pabila berdua
Semakin tiba saat bahagia
Merai cinta kita

Aku
Berikan kasih
Kalau itu yang kau mahu dari ku
Aku
Berikan cinta
Untuk membahagiakan hari mu
Aku
Sayang padamu (menyayangimu)
Biarpun nafas ku sampai terhenti

Akan ku kota janji kita
Mendirikan Taj Mahal cinta
Seteguh kasih
Shah Jehan kepada Mumtaznya

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

I NEED U...

Told that I was supposed to fail
I wouldn't amount to much of nothin'.
Yes, I pray
There was days I wondered if you really loved me.
"But, baby, you feel pain"
Mama would say when I felt like runnin' away.
I couldn't take it.
I, soon, hit ten, angry with all of the world.
I couldn't keep friends, just wishin' you'd come back and seeMy difficult times being an adolescent.
And like so many just like me, without a shoulder to lean.
I needed you
When I needed a father figure.
I needed you
To stop me from makin' a wrong decision.
At seventeen i met and fell in love with you, when the cold of the world had my back up against the wall.
I need you.
Told that I was supposed to fail
I wouldn't amount to much of nothin'.
Yes, I pray
There was days I wondered if you really loved me.
"But, baby, you feel pain"
Mama would say when I felt like runnin' away.
I couldn't take it.
I, soon, hit ten, angry with all of the world.
I couldn't keep friends, just wishin' you'd come back and see
My difficult times being an adolescent.And like so many just like me, without a shoulder to lean.
I needed you
When I needed a father figure.
I needed you
To stop me from makin' a wrong decision.
At seventeen i met and i fell in love with you, when the cold of the world had my back up against the wall.
I need, I needed you.
I need, I needed you.
Told that I was supposed to fail
I wouldn't amount to much of nothin'.
Yes, I pray
There was days I wondered if you really loved me.
"But, baby, you feel pain"
Mama would say when I felt like runnin' away.
I couldn't take it.
I, soon, hit ten, angry with all of the world.
I couldn't keep friends, just wishin' you'd come back and see
My difficult times being an adolescent.
And like so many just like me, without a shoulder to lean.
I needed you
When I needed a father figure.
I needed you
To stop me from makin' the wrong decisions.
At seventeen, when the cold of the world had my back up against the wall.
When temptation was calling me, didn't know which way to go.
I needed you.
I need, I needed you.I needed you.
I need, I need you.
Seventeen when the cold of the world had my back up against the wall.
When temptation was calling me, didn't know which way to go.
Mama had no financial help
And thoughts of breakin' the law came.
Seen her tryna hold down two jobs was tearin' up on me had a way (had a way).
All my friends was gettin' in it
It came time for me to get that dough.
Wrong or right I had to go for what I know.
I needed you
When I needed a father figure.
I needed you
To stop me from makin' the wrong decisions.
At seventeen, when the cold of the world had my back up against the wall.
When temptation was calling me, didn't know which way to go.
I needed you.
I need, I needed you.
I needed you.
I need, I need you.
Seventeen when the cold of the world had my back up against the wall.
When temptation was calling me, didn't know which way to go.
Lord I pray. Give me strength to forgive them and not all the I hate I got. Even though the pain of this was too heavy. Lord I pray. Show me all brothers growin' up without a father had a turn with a day adolescent to a legacy. Lord I pray.)
From the knowledge I ain't get
God, you gave me.
And temptation was callin' me, didn't know which way to go.
I needed you
When I needed a father figure.
I needed you
To stop me from makin' the wrong decisions.
At seventeen, when the cold of the world had my back up against the wall.
When temptation was calling me, didn't know which way to go.

Ayat-Ayat Cinta

Desir pasir di padang tandus
Segar sang pemikiran hati
Terkisah ku di antara
Cinta yang rumit
Bila keyakinanku datang
Kasih bukan sekedar cinta
Pengorbanan cinta yang agung Kupertaruhkan
Maafkan bila ku tak sempurna
Cinta ini tak mungkin ku cegah
Ayat-ayat cinta bercerita
Cintaku padamu
Bila bahagia mulai menyentuh
Seakan ku bisa hidup lebih lama
Namun harus kutinggalkan cinta
Ketika ku bersujud

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Horoscopes

Aquarius
January 20-February 18

Pisces
February 19-March 20

Aries
March 24-April 20

Taurus
April 21-May 20

Gemini
May 21-June 20

Cancer
June 21-July 21

Leo
July 22-August 22

Virgo
August 23-September 23

Libra
September 24-October 23

Scorpio
October 24-November 21

Sagittarius
November 22-December 20

Capricorn
December 21-January 19

Select ur m0nth...

Pick the month that u were born in and write it on the subject line
when u forward this 2 every 1 u know including the person that sent
it 2 u, they might understand you better.
JANUARY
Ambitious and serious
Loves to teach and be taught
Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses
Likes to criticize
Hardworking and productive
Smart, neat and organized
Sensitive and has deep thoughts
Knows how to make others happy
Quiet unless excited or tensed
Rather reserved
Highly attentive
Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love
Loves children
Homely person
Loyal
Needs to improve Social abilities
Easily jealous
Very Stubborn
-----------------------------------------FEBRUARY
Abstract thoughts
Loves reality and abstract
Intelligent and clever
Changing personality
Temperamental
Quiet, shy and humble
Low self esteem
Honest and loyal
Determined to reach goals
Loves freedom
Rebellious when restricted
Loves aggressivenessToo sensitive and easily hurt
Showing anger easily
Dislike unnecessary things
Loves making friends but rarely shows it
Daring and stubborn
Ambitious
Realizing dreams and hopes
Sharp
Loves entertainment and leisure
Romantic on the inside not outside
Superstitious and ludicrous
Spendthrift
Learns to show emotions
> >----------------------------------------MARCH
Attractive personality
Affectionate
Shy and reserved Secretive
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic
Loves peace and serenity
Sensitive to others
Loves to serve others
Not easily angered
Trustworthy
Appreciative and returns kindness
Observant and assesses others
Revengeful
Loves to dream and fantasize
Loves traveling (yup!)
Loves attention
Hasty decisions in choosing partners (AHA!!!! I KNEW IT!!! )
Loves home decors
Musically Talented (uhm... now i doubt this message's credibility...
HAHAHAHA!!! )
Loves special things(uy, special ako... *tingin sa forehead kung may
red dot* ay wala pala! di pala ako siopao! pero special child naman
ako eh! HAHAHAHA!!!)
Moody
> >----------------------------------------APRIL
Active and dynamic
Decisive and haste but tends to regret
Attractive and affectionate to oneself
Strong mentality
Loves attention
Diplomatic
Consoling
Friendly and solves people's problems
Brave and fearless
Adventurous
Loving and caring
Suave and generous
Emotional
Aggressive
Hasty
Good memory
Moving
Motivate oneself and the others
Sickness usually of the head and chest
> >----------------------------------------MAY
Stubborn and hard-hearted
Strong-willed and highly motivated
Sharp thoughts
Easily angered
Attracts others and loves attention
Deep feelings
Beautiful physically and mentally
Firm Standpoint
Needs no motivation
Easily consoled
Systematic (left brain)
Loves to dream
Strong clairvoyance
UnderstandingSickness usually in the ear and neck
Good imagination
Good physical
Weak breathing
Loves literature and the arts
Loves traveling
Dislike being at home
Restless
Not having many children
Hardworking
High spirited
Spendthrift
> >----------------------------------------JUNE
Thinks far with vision
Easily influenced by kindness
Polite and soft-spoken
Having lots of ideas
Sensitive
Active mind
Hesitating
Tends to delay
Choosy and always wants the best
Temperamental
Funny and humorous
Loves to joke
Good debating skills
Talkative
Daydreamer
Friendly
Knows how to make friends
Abiding
Able to show character
Easily hurt
Prone to getting colds
Loves to dress up
Easily bored
Fussy
Seldom shows emotions
Takes time to recover when hurt
Brand conscious
Executive
Stubborn
> >----------------------------------------JULY
Fun to be with
Secretive
Difficult to fathom and to be understood
Quiet unless excited or tensedTakes pride in oneself Has reputation
Easily consoled
Honest
Concerned about people's feelings
Tactful
Friendly
Approachable
Emotional
Temperamental and unpredictable
Moody and easily hurt
Witty and sparkly
Not revengeful
Forgiving but never forgets
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things
Guides others physically and mentally
Sensitive and forms impressions carefully
Caring and loving
Treats others equally
Strong sense of sympathy
Wary and sharp
Judges people through observations
Hardworking
No difficulties in studying
Loves to be alone
Always broods about the past and the old friends
Likes to be quiet
Homely person
Waits for friends
Never looks for friends
Not aggressive unless provoked
Prone to having stomach and dieting problems
Loves to be loved
Easily hurt but takes long to recover
-----------------------------------------AUGUST
Loves to joke
Attractive
Suave and caring
Brave and fearlessFirm and has leadership qualities
Knows how to console others
Too generous and egoistic
Takes high pride of oneself
Thirsty for praises
Extraordinary spirit
Easily angered
Angry when provoked
Easily jealous
Observant
Careful and cautious
Thinks quickly
Independent thoughts
Loves to lead and to be led
Loves to dream
Talented in the arts, music and defense
Sensitive but not petty
Poor resistance against illnesses
Learns to relax
Hasty and rusty
Romantic
Loving and caring
Loves to make friends
> >----------------------------------------SEPTEMBER
Suave and compromising
Careful, cautious and organized
Likes to point out people's mistakes
Likes to criticize
Quiet but able to talk well
Calm and cool
Kind and sympathetic
Concerned and detailed
Trustworthy, loyal and honest
Does work well
Very confident
Sensitive
Thinking
generous
Good memory
Clever and knowledgeable
Loves to look for information
Must control oneself when criticizing
Able to motivate oneselfUnderstanding
Fun to be around
Secretive
Loves sports, leisure and traveling
Hardly shows emotions
Tends to bottle up feelings
Choosy especially in relationships
Loves wide things
Systematic
> >----------------------------------------OCTOBER
Loves to chat
Loves those who loves him
Loves to takes things at the center
Attractive and suave
Inner and physical beauty
Does not lie or pretend
Sympathetic
Treats friends importantly
Always making friends
Easily hurt but recovers easily
Daydreamer
Opinionated
Does not care of what others think
Emotional
Decisive
Strong clairvoyance
Loves to travel, the arts and literature
Soft-spoken, loving and caring
Romantic
Touchy and easily jealous
Concerned
Loves outdoors
Just and fair
Spendthrift and easily influenced
Easily lose confidence
Loves children
> >----------------------------------------NOVEMBER
Has a lot of ideas (yeah, most of the time naughty ideas nga eh...
HAHAHAHA!!! )Difficult to fathom (in other words, profound daw kami )
Thinks forward
Unique and brilliant
Extraordinary ideas
Sharp thinking
Fine and strong clairvoyance
Can become good doctors (NO COMMENT... *taas kilay sabay irap...*)
Dynamic in personality
Secretive
Inquisitive
Knows how to dig secrets (HAHAHAHAHA!!!! )
Always thinking
Less talkative but amiable (uhm... less talkative daw... )
Brave and generous
Patient
Stubborn and hard-hearted
If there is a will, there is a way
Determined
Never give up
Hardly becomes angry unless provoked
Loves to be alone
Thinks differently from others
Sharp-minded
Motivates oneself
Does not appreciate praises
High-spirited
Well-built and tough
Deep love and emotions
Romantic
Uncertain in relationships (uy, oo, lalo na pag yung prospective
partner in mind eh 'hasty decisions when choosing partners' talagang
magiging uncertain ka... )
Homely (uy, di naman!!! )
Hardworking
High abilities
Trustworthy
Honest and keeps secretsNot able to control emotions
Unpredictable
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Loyal and generous
Patriotic
Active in games and interactions
Impatient and hasty
Ambitious
Influential in organizations
Fun to be with
Loves to socialize
Loves praises (AS IN!!! )
Loves attention (SUUUU-PER!!! )
Loves to be loved
Honest and trustworthy
Not pretending
Short tempered
Changing personality
Not egoistic (DUH!!! HINDI BA??? )
Take high pride in oneself (SOBRA!!! )
Hates restrictions
Loves to joke
Good sense of humor
Logical

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Sight of Love...

"Only love can make a memory. Only love can make a moment last.
You were there and all the world was young and all it's songs unsung.
And I remember you then when love was all, all you were living for,
and how you gave that love to me...."
Mathematician:
If you love someone,
Set her free....
If she ever comes back, 1 + 1 = 2 (peanut!),
If she doesn't, Y = 2X - log(0.46Y^2 +(cos(52/34X)) x 5Y^(-0.5)c) where c
is the infinite constant of no turning point.
Nowadays' style:
If You Love Someone,
Set it free,
If It Comes Back, It is Yours
If It Doesn't, Hunt it Down and Kill It...!!! OR
PERHAPS REPORT TO IMMIGRATION THAT SHE/HE IS AN ILLEGAL
If you love someone
WHY IN THE FIRST PLACE SET HER FREE???
CARELESS IDIOT!!!
"y should i care wat other people think of me??i am who i am & who i wanna be,,,"

Friday, September 5, 2008

IDIOMS

At heart=sebenarnya
"My father seems strict but he's a very kind man at heart"

Cross my heart=sumpah
"Cross my heart hope to die on everything thats good"

Cross your mind=terlintas di fikiran
"It never crossed my mind she will do this to me"

As the crow flies=in a straight line
"It's a kilometre as the crow flies but three kilometres by road"

If/When it comes to the crunch=apabila tiba masanya/saat penentuan
"If it comes to the crunch,I'll stay and fight"

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Kalimah ALLAH

Barangsiapa yang menghafal dan mengamalkan tujuh kalimah ini akan dimuliakan oleh Allah dan malaikat dan akan diampuni dosa-dosanya walau sebanyak buih di lautan.
1.bismillahhirrahmannirrahim:pada tiap-tiap hendak melakukan sesuatu.
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2.alhamdulliah:pada tiap-tiap habis melakukan sesuatu.
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3.astagfirrullah:jika tersilap mengatakan sesuatu yang buruk.
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4.insyaallah:jika ingin melakukan sesuatu pada masa akan datang.
> > > > > > > 5.lahaulawalaquataillahbillah:bila tidak dapat melakukan sesuatu yang agak berat atau melihat sesuatu yang buruk.
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6.innalillah:jika menghadapi musibah atau melihat kematian.
> > > > > > > 7.laailaahaillallah:bacalah sepanjang siang dan malam sebanyak-banyaknya.
amalkanlah selalu moga-moga kita tergolong dikalangan orang yang terpilih oleh Allah.
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> > > > > > >> > > > > > > sebarkan pada semua kenalan anda. sabda Rasulullah "siapa yang menyampaikan satu ilmu dan orang yang mengamalkannya maka dia akan beroleh pahala walaupun sudah tiada (meninggal dunia)" dan sabdanya lagi "sampaikanlah pesanku biar satu ayat"

SPM.....

Buat ms skrg ni,aku xnk lyn sgt prasaan aku.Kalu d lyn pun x guna.Aku nk tumpu kor spm aku dlu.Umie n abh aku dh byk brkorbn.Aku xnk kcewakn mreka.Dah r result trial aku ni mnuju khancurn.Aku x nk result sbena nnti hncus jgk.Abh aku hrp sgt aku bleh pegi 'U'.Aku msti usaha dgn besungguh2.Aku xnk pduli dh hal2 laem.Wk aku srabuk kpalo jh.Aku xnk caro dh kor gpo hk ore nk kato.Ikut korg r.Kah3

Kehidupn die

Tp korg kwn2 aku.Pliz r.Phm r ckit prasaan aku.Kalu aku ckp dpn2,korg nganyim kt ku.Aku lasum x frust psl die.Itu hk die.Ape r korg nie.Die sndri x mrh ko laki 2,tp korg lak lbih2.Bia r die dgn kehidupn die.Korang doakn die bhgie cukup r.X prlu nk kaetkn aku ngan sape2.Aku bukn nye permainan.Bleh d bwk g mri.Lgpun,aku x suke mempermainkn prasaan org.Bia r org buat ape sX p0m.Prasaan aku xkn brubah

Trok r kwn2 aku...

Lasung x backup aku.Ade la 2syn hr slasa mlm rabu.Hr 2 aku memang frust.Tp bukn sbb seseorg 2.Tp aku frust sbb aku x leh buat exm chemistry.Sokln yg sng p0m aku bleh slh.Dh la kts 1 plop 2.Mule2 lg slh dh.Aku cuai trlajak.Dh kts 1 byk slh dh.Msuk kts 2 plop...Byk gile soklan structure aku tinggal.X th r.BLUR...My eyes turns 2 blind.Yg aku ngapa hbs smua hilang.Lasum x igt.Confirmatory 4 anion n cation pom aku x igt.Huhu.Sedih r sero.Pah 2.Ptg 2 aku ado 2syn add math.Slalu nya kalau cg. 2 aja sX jh aku dh fhm.Tp ari 2,smpi 4 5 kali pom aku x phm2 ag.2 smua kes frust nga exm chem r.Naseb baek r ado saem aku kt sbelh aku aja aku.Bleh r ckit2.Tp kluar soklan permutati0n ari ni..Xleh jwb po tulo.Aku memg x pndi r add math.Aku ado suh org aja.Rama dh saem2 aku aja,fhm 2 fhm.Tp xleh nk apply technique 2 kor soklan laem.Pah malam 2.Kpalo aku pening gilo.2 kali aku ulang alik g tnds bsuh muka.Huh...Meme x rok r.Walaupun aku penim gile2,tp aku dey r cover ckit2 bg x napok penim sgt.Style aku,kalu aku sakit...Aku x tunjok sgt yg aku ni sakit.2 yg kwn2 aku ckp aku frustrated psl sorg 2.Padehal aku penim.Aku x th la kwn2 aku 2.Pah 2 time balik.Aku cepat balik.Aku bwk mto lju gle mlm 2.Huhu.Aku tkot x dn sapa umoh jh.Penim lajok.Haaa!!!Ok r dlu.Tkt ni r dlu cte tntg aku frustrated ngan soklan chem...

Friday, August 29, 2008

Adi Putra Këlähïrän

Angin meniup
Seluruh alam Semesta
Terangnya amat menyilaukan
pancaindera
Hanya Ibunda
Sentiasa memuja
Ikhlas dr lubuk hatiku
puspawarna
Bertahun dah berlalu
Tinggalkan rasa pilu
Amat Sukar Disebut lagi
Jadikan ku sayu
Kelahiran
Bagiku Istimewa
Ku Bersyukur padamu
Bonda..........
Kekusutan
Akan Ku Hadapi
Kerna Berjauhan darimu
Telah sekian lama

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Lucu r.....

Ari ni aku jmpa kwn lame aku dlu.Ada gak org yg cam aku.Huhu.Ms skolh rndh dlu.Aku skelas ngan die.Aku trkejut gak.Tiba2 dia pnggil nama aku.Tp bukn arma..Tp darma.Hehe.Dia ni pompuan.Kalu dlu memg napok besar gak bdn.Gemuk r gak.Hehe.Tp td aku tgk,ok r.Slim la jgk...Haha...Memg lwk r kalu igt ms lps ni.Die ni yg ptama kali tolak aku smpi mnyandar d dinding.Ganah gak die ni.Bukn nye ape,ade la slh fhm ckit.Ni kes kwn aku r.Die tnya aku 'glenya' dlm loghat kdh ape.Aku ckp r gedik.Pas 2 ade ke patut.Dia ckp kat kwn baek saen yg aku cte kat ats 2 glenya.Lps 2 die ckp aku yg suh ckp.Sian kat ku.Aku skm0 jd mgsa.Pas 2.Kwn aku yg ganah 2 dtg serg aku.Debush!!!Dia tolak aku.Mlekt kt dining aku.Pah 2.Aku ckp r bukn aku yg ckp cm 2.Kwn aku yg 2 yg kenakn aku.Naseb baek la ade 2 3 org kwn aku backup aku.Huhu.Kalu x mampus aku kna blasah.Hehe...Buknnye xnk lwn.Tp nabi pesan dh,org hk pukul pompuan ni dayus.Patut nye kte sbgi laki ni kna lindungi pompuan..Ewah...Gentleman la plak.Hehe...Tp memg gentleman p0m.Hehe.

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Aku tgh pening...

Brdebar rs jntong aku bile aku tgk kt papan putih tulis 79 ari ag nk SPM.Aku try kira.Kira punya kira.Jd mkin ckit.Rupe2nye 78 ari lg.Fuh.Cm x cy je.Aku rs bru je aku naek form 5.Tp skejap je dh smpi buln 8.Tp ape bleh buat.Ms yg prgi xkn kmbali.Ape yg prlu aku buat skrg ni...
I have 2 try 2 do my best.Coz i dont want 2 take my parents down.Aku hrp sm0ga ape yg aku lakukn mulai skrg ni akn mghasilkn kpu2sn yg amt membanggakn aku.Kalau aku brjy,xde org laen yg lbih gmbira slain dri my parents.Tp aku sesangat la bimbang.Byk lg aku x ulangkaji.Kimia,fizik,bio,pqs,psi,sjrh.Aaaa!!!Kalu dkira memg byk gile.Huh...What i am suppose 2 do n0w?Dlm keadaan skrg ni la byk mslh yg mnimpa aku.Mane nk handle mslh lg.Stdy ag.Huh.Tensyen btol.Walaupun org laen nmpk aku cm x kesah kor exm,happy skm0...Tp dlm hati aku,ALLAH je yg th.Aku memg dlm dlema skrg ni.Aku rs tkt ni r dlu.Dh lewat ni.Aku msti ulankaji dlu.Tada...

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Cerita tentang ms LaLu

Aku x th nk kt.Makin dkt nk exm,makin kuat aku pk sal seseorg ni.Aku pom x th nk kata ape.Aku bru knl die thun ni.Aku suke sgt tgk die snym.Swit sgt.Ade 1 ari 2 die jeling kat aku dlm keadaan trsym.Swit sgt die mase 2.Cair aku.Memg aku x trkt ape r.Aku p0m snym jh lh.Hehe...Mase 2 aku dr tmpt prking moto.Aku pegi jumpe kwn aku.Dh lps jumpe kwn aku 2.Aku pegi plak kat karisma tunggu ayh aku dtg.Mase 2 r aku tego die.Lps 2 die snym kat ku.Mase 2 aku x de lesen lg.So ayh aku la yg hntr n amek aku dri 2syn.Kdg2 naek kete.Kdg2 naek mto.Tp skrg ade dh lh lesen.Tp lesen L je.Sory x leh membnceng.Hehe...Ade ari 2 skali.Aku temn die.Mak die dtg lmbt.So aku borak2 r ngan die.Mcm2 kami brcrite.Aku nk blk p0m x de org kt umh.So aku lepak r kt c2 smbil temn die.Lame aku bual ngan die ari 2.Ms aku brsembang dgn die,aku rs cm lame dh knl die.Padehal bru thun ni aku knl die.Stat buln 4 ari 2 r aku mula rpt ngan die...Tp ape2 pun,aku memang gembira r knl n kwn ngan die.X prnh ag aku rs gmbira cm ni...Stkt ni la dlu.Tata

Mat jiwang ke aku ni??

Smua kwn kata aku mat jiwang.Jiwang???Aku plik jugak.Ble aku jiwang...??Aku juz dgr lgu2 english about love,lph 2 aku search lirik die.Buknnya ape,itu cara aku nk blaja bi.Ble aku jmpa pkataan yg asing yg plik2 yg aku x th makne die.Aku buka r kamus.That my style...Kalu aku dgr lgu yg lju2 cm lgu rock,aku x dn nk fhm ape yg die nyanyi.Lju sgt...Kalu lgu about love ni die slow ckit...Mayb sbb 2 kwn2 aku kata aku ni mat jiwang..Aku takpe blake...Nk pggl aku mat jiwang ke ape ke.Arma x kesah.X kesah p0m ape org nk ckp...Lgpun,hny aku yg th sape diri aku...Kalau korg nk th sal dri aku,add r aku kat fs..heroes_fitri@yahoo.com =>...Hehe.Buat mase skrg ni cukup la tkt ni dlu.Smekom....

Aku rasa...

Aku ni buknnye pndi sgt.Aku duduk klas 5 Sc 2 ni pom kes result SMU aku ari 2.Kalau nk dkira,ramai ag org laen yg lbih lyk dk klas ni...Lgpun SMU ari 2 p0m aku x ngapa p0m.Aku dpt 10 unit jh.Korg yg bukn skolh agama 2 msti x th ape 2 UNIT.Aku sndri pom x th.Hehe...Ms form 4 ni la time aku enjoy gile.Org laen ngapa gile2.Aku maen gile2.Hehe.Time ni.Aku lasum x caro ko exm.Mase SMU pon aku maen2 ag.Tp kata afnan Rezki minallah.Mase nk amek result ari 2,jntong aku mcm nk trcbut.Punya la brdebar.Bukn ape.Aku tkut fail je...Tp ALHAMDULILLAH.Aku lulus.Patut r senior aku yg lps2 kate SMU ni x bc pon bleh lulus.Tp sbenanye x btol 2.Kalu x bc mn bleh lulus.Aku ade la ngapa ckit2.Cukup mkn je org kate.Tp bg adek2 yg amek SMU thun ni 2.Ngapa la molep.Bia bleh 6C.Jgn tiru cm saye.Hehe.Akhir kata 'ALLAH x akn mgubh nseb seseorg 2,mlainkn dri dia sndri yg mgubhnye...'brusahalh kamu smua.Chaiyo2

Friday, July 11, 2008

How it begins

Bila Allah cepat makbulkan Doamu, Maka DIA Menyayangimu, Bila DIA Lambat Makbulkan doamu, Maka DIA Ingin Mengujimu, Bila DIA Tidak Makbulkan Doamu, Maka Dia Merancang Sesuatu Yang lebih Baik Untukmu. Oleh itu, Sentiasalah Bersangka Baik Pada ALLAH Dalam Apa Jua Keadaan Pun... Kerana Kasih sayang ALLAH Itu Mendahului KemurkaanNya..."