Pening.....

I cant think.Now i'm 0n my wits's end.I d0nt kn0w what to do.All i did all the time cannot change my way.The way i think is right made me crazy.When i'm thinking all about it.It really made me feel uneasy with myself.What am i suppose to do?I really cant think it pr0perly.I really,really dumb.Although it Juz right here,but...I dont kn0w.I dont want to worsen the c0ndition.I dont kn0w.D0nt kn0w.Help me!!

Falsafah cinta.....

Ramai org berkata...
"Lepaskanlah ia pergi untuk melihat ia bahagia walaupun dirimu sendiri menderita"

aku merasakan mungkin ade betol jugak ayat ini.ALLAH telah melepaskan kte untuk hidup d ats dunya untok melihat kte bahagia.Kte dikurniakan dgn pelbagai nikmat.

Namun aku bukanlah Tuhan.Tidak mampu untok aku melepaskan org yg aku cintai pergi.

Tidak sempurna iman seseorg Muslim selagi dia tidak mencintai ALLAH dan Rasulnya melebihi segalanya.Memang ku akui iman ku memang tidak sempurna.Aku memang tidak mampu untok menepis aura kecantikannya.Namun aku pasrah dan redha dgn ketentuanmu ya ALLAH Rabb-ku.

Ya ALLAH.Tunj0kkanlah aku jalan yg lurus menuju ke arah keredhaanmu.Berikanlah aku hidayah dan petunj0k supaya dpt aku menjalani kehidupanku dgn baek.Engkau bukalah pintu hatiku.Amin ya rabbal 'alamin.....

Lelaki bod0h.....

Dh la aku ni bodoh dh.Dperbodohkan plak.Menampakkan la kebodohan ku ini.

Tp tkpe.Arma xkesah.Aku knl siapa diriku.Ku sedar siapa diri ini.Bagai melukut d tpi gantang.Kehadiranku tidak membw sebarang faedah.Mlh menyusahkan.

Memang aku telah byk melakukan d0sa dan mungkin jua ALLAH ingin mengurangkan timbangan dosa ku,maka ALLAH turunkan musibah ini kepada ku.Aku bukan meraih simpati.Tetapi sekadar terkilan.

Setiap perbuatan kte d ats dunya ada balasannya kelak.Jika niat kita baik.Maka akn dibalas baik.Begitula sebaliknya.WaLLAH huaqlam.....


Bila Allah cepat makbulkan Doamu, Maka DIA Menyayangimu, Bila DIA Lambat Makbulkan doamu, Maka DIA Ingin Mengujimu, Bila DIA Tidak Makbulkan Doamu, Maka Dia Merancang Sesuatu Yang lebih Baik Untukmu. Oleh itu, Sentiasalah Bersangka Baik Pada ALLAH Dalam Apa Jua Keadaan Pun... Kerana Kasih sayang ALLAH Itu Mendahului KemurkaanNya..."


biismillah hi tawaqkal tu alALLAH.....

SebUah perJaLanaN.....

Pagi2 ag aku dh bgun.Xboleh nk tdo.Ank sdara aku kacau.Tmbh2 yg kecik.Kalau duk kat tpi aku,mula la dia trik bju,trik rmbut.Dia cakar2 muka aku.Bercalar-calar hbs muka aku.Haha
Last sekali aku pun bgun maen ngan ank sdara aku tu.Mom n pop nye tengah siap2 nk pegi keje.So,ank sdara aku dua2 dihntr ke tempat asuhan.
Bila kakak aku dh pegi keje,abg ipar aku pun dh pegi...
Aku pun bgun then mandi siap2 nk pegi skolah memandu.Haha
Aku memang jarang mkn pagi2.Kadang2 jer.Kadang2 k0l 2 kol 3 bru makan.Kadang2 mkn s0wg.Tp slalunye makan nga famly.Ade kawan aku cakap.."padey kuruh p0m,xmakey pagi"
pah aku nyo pesyen kuat melawak..Aku jawab "meme la aku xmakey pagi,aku makey makaney,ahahaha"
dia p0m mula la buat mulut mucung.Ngaju k0n0on.Ap0la laki ngaju.Hud0h.Hehe..Tau takpe
dh siap mandi,aku paka jeans bju tshirt..Kren ba.Ahaha..Tp hud0h p0 tul0.Ahaha
aku p0m kluar stat muto eg0 s kak aku.Ceywah..Ego meta.Ahaha
aku p0m g la.Dkt jer.Lbih kurg 2km jh dri rumah.Sapa 2,aku p blakang tmpt blaja mut0...Aku tulis nam0w,pah aku dk diam2 2ngu yo pangil nam0w.Huhu
puah2...Aku p0m ape ag.Wk tubik hset,men hset.Haha
rmai awek2 cntik.Tp xde yg lbih cntik pade mata aku.Hanya dia.Sape dia?Dia milik ALLAH selamanya.Aku hanya meminjam segalanya dri ALLAH.Trmasukla jasad ku ini.

Aku p0m msuk litar.Entah berapa pusingan.Aku pusing jer.Janji r0ck.Bak kata mcnas.Hehe

dh hbs tu.Aku tny pkcik yg jg 2.Petang ni ade x?Dia ckp ade.K0l 2 smpi k0l 5.Dia tny aku
"nk mai ker?Kalau xmai pun xpe dh.Ok dh."
aku p0n oyk tgk r dlu.Huhu

dh 2.Aku p0m jalan2 tanpa arah tujuan.Aku xthu nk pegi mane.Nk blik umh xde org.B0rim.S0,aku ik0t jer jalan yg lurus.Hehe

then aku nmpk signboard.Tulis lumut.Aku p0m pk.Baik aku pegi lumut.Aku p0m nekad then pegi la lumut s0wg.Sdih rasenye.Driku ini bersendirian.Dlm perjalanan yg sdih 2,ada satu m0to ex5 ni meto.Bereti kat trafic light.Br0om!!Litah aku k0t kiri.Aku nye tengah panah d0h,aku p0m press minyak sapa naek 110 meter.Aku p0m litah mula.Haha
puah hati aku.

Then aku jalan punye jalan.Aku smpi kt 1 jalan mati.Aku tgk kt pagar 2 tulis
"Kem Pengkalan TLDM"

huhu..Aku tgk byk kapal besar2.Aku p0m kona blik cri tmpt teduh nk rilek.Then aku bereti.Aku tgk spee b0at p0lis laju meluncur.Huhu..Best2..Tibe2 hset aku brbunyi.Aku nye kaluk wk tubik hset dri p0ket.Aku tgk kak aku tep0n.S0,aku angkat r.Katanya
"ooi..Kamu x nampak aku kt blakang"
aku plik.Aku paling blakang..Nampak kak aku dri jauh.Kecik jer.Kalu tgk dri dekat besar macam j0han.Haha
dia suh aku blik
"ohoho.Smpi sni kamu bwk mt0 aku ye?Blik2"
ahahaha..Aku xthu pl0p kak aku keje kat c2.
Aku p0m egt nk blik dh.Lps 2 aku lalu k0t Waterfront Lumut.Aku tgk smua kdai cendrahati ttp ag.Huhu
aku p0m simgah kat c2.Aku g kat jeti.Aku tgk air laut biru jer.Sejuk mata memandang.Hbs hilang smua masalah aku kejap.Tenang jer rasa.Xpernah ag aku rase tenang cam ni.Melihat keagungan ciptaan ALLAH.Tgk bukit-bukau yg tinggi menghijau.Huhu
aku suker.Aku suker.Walaupun aku s0wg2.Haha

lepas 2 aku g tgk kt jeti kecik wrne biru.Air ber0mbak.S0,jeti berk0cak dgn kuat sekali.Huhu
memang indah pemandangan kat sni.Best nye.

Aku p0m berjalan k0k tepi2.Aku tgk ats2 batu.Byk ketam.C0mey..Tp smua black in c0l0ur.Ketam jenis ape xthu.Buruk gagak pun byk.Agak nya ketam keturunan gagak k0t.Haha

lama aku dk kt c2.Trasa b0rim la plak.Jadi,aku pun xthu ape nk jadi.Ahahaha..Gilo arma.Tau tkpe.Tny sndri,jwb sndri.Haha

aku pun blik la.Kt rmah memang xde org.Aku s0wg je.Aku msuk,trus dk depan tv.Buka astro prima.Aku tengah kepuasan xthu n0p buat ape,aku p0m.Layan jelah rancangan "Nabil.Lu pk la sndri"...Hoho

tibe2 dalam perut ni bunyi lgu ker0ncong la plak.Lapa.....UwaaaA..Aku mls nk msk nasi,s0 aku bedal maggi jela.Alhamdulillah kenyam.Lepas tu aku mandi then s0lat zohor.

Lepas zohor,aku pk nk g ke x.Die ckp,nk mai pun bleh.Xmai pun xpe.S0,aku bulatkn keputusan xnk pegi.Aku dk kt umh taip n0vel yg aku pinjam dri nawi.Memang best n0vel 2.Tu yang aku sanggup taip 2.Kisah percintaan antara Zahid dan Afirah.Bukan kisah percintaan Arma.Arma x pernah becinta pun.Ahahaha

Aku tak BoLEH.....

Aku tak b0leh buang prasaan ni.Aku tak b0leh.Aku tak mampu.Memang aku tak berdaya.I'm s0ry.I can't get u out of my head.

Really deep inside my heart.....
Loving you is like breathing,it imp0ssible if i st0p fr0m l0ving you.H0w can i?

CiNta m0nyEt?????

Peribahasa orang2 tua dulu.....
"Cinta Monyet"
Memang pelik2.M0nyet pun berCinta?Cinta pun bermonyet?Ahahaha
Kakak ku ade s0rg yang kurang kebetulan sikit.Aku cakap dia kurang kebetulan sebab dia selalu menyakat aku.Kadang2 malu aku dibuatnya, diperli depan adik beradik aku yang laen.
Suatu hari tu,ade s0rg ni.Die telef0n hset aku.Aku tak kenal sangat die ni.Budak Gua Musang.Entah macam mane aku b0leh kenal budak ni.Mase die telefon aku duk sekali dgn adik beradik aku yang laen.Lepas tu aku angkat la hset aku.Dah orang telef0n.S0,aku angkat la.Aku cakap macam biase la.Sebab hanya kawan aku.Bukan awek aku pun.Aku mane la ade awek.Lepas tu,cakap punya cakap.Dia pun cakap ade keje.S0,the ph0ne is offline by her.Lepas tu,kakak aku yang sul0ng tu pun mula la menjalankan misinya memerli aku.Die cakap macam mane?Macam ni bunyinye "Ai..Awek telef0n ker.Kecik2 lagi dah bercinta.Cinta m0nyet.Cinta m0nyet."Aku nye jenis tak der prasaan.So,aku juz senyum.Then aku cakap kat die "bukan awek orang la.Kawan je.Kalau awek,tak de la orang duk kat sni cakap depan orang.Mesti privacy sikit"
Macam tu la kisah nye.Dah la hri tu hari raye aji.Abang aku yang keje p0m Ade kat rumah.Haha

Tapi ramai budak sekolah zaman sekarang ni.Um0r bru setahun jagung dah bercinta.Diorang tahu ker ape makne cinta tu?Kalau aku...
Aku ade la berkenan kat seseorang.Tapi aku pelik.Perasaan tu macam wujud dalam diri aku and tak boleh nak bawak keluar.Aku bukan ape,aku juz berkenan kat die.Pade aku.Die memang perfect r.....


LiFe iS sH0rt.....
People say it takes a minute to find special person,an hour to appriciate them,a day to love them,but then an entire life to forget them.


Lepas tu.Dapat k0r Asiah...
Ayat ni die komen cam ner?Nak thu.Cam ni bunyi nye..


"So,tak yah la lupekan.Easy right?"


Senang jer bunyi nye.Kalau lah senang cam tu.Asiah...Asiah.Memang wanita besi.Hehe..Sory ey Asiah.Gurau jer.

Then aku dapat ayat ni.Entah la cam ner bleh dapat.


you never kn0w h0w str0ng you are until being a strong is the only choice you have


So,n0w is the time i have to be str0ng.The last ch0ice that i have.Thank you f0r all my fren.Especially Asiah.Yang telah banyak memberi nasihat dan sokongan.Thankz.Ku sangat menghargainya.Ahaha


i believe everything happens for a reason.Pe0ple change s0 u can learn h0w to let g0.Things g0 wrong,so that u appri8 them when they're right.U believe lies so u eventually learn to trust n01 but urself,and sumtime g0od parts fall apart s0 better things can fall together


i had the letter 'hrt'
i can add 'ea' to get a 'heart'
or a 'u' and get 'hurt'
but i'd rather ch0ose 'u'
and get 'hurt'
than have a 'heart' without 'u'

SECONDHAND SERENADE FALL FOR YOU

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start
Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

Boldness

When a life gives you hundred reason to cry,show life a thousand reason to smile


i believe everything happens for a reason.Pe0ple change s0 u can learn h0w to let g0.Things g0 wrong,so that u appri8 them when they're right.U believe lies so u eventually learn to trust n01 but urself,and sumtime g0od parts fall apart s0 better things can fall together


you never kn0w h0w str0ng you are until being a strong is the only choice you have

LiFe iS sH0rt.....

People say it takes a minute to find special person,an hour to appriciate them,a day to love them,but then an entire life to forget them.

They were teAR up by death.....

Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world.
Jasmine: I think so.. All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the only 2
persons left in this world without any special someone in our lives.
Daniel: Yup! I don't know what to do.
Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game.
Daniel: What game?
Jasmine: I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my boyfriend.
Daniel: That's a great plan in fact, I don't have anything to do for the
following weeks..
DAY 1:
They watched their first movie together & were both touched in the romantic film.
DAY 4:
They went to the beach & had a picnic... Daniel & Jasmine had their quality time together.
DAY 12:
Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror House..
Jasmine was scared and she tried to touch Daniel's hand but by accident she touched someone else's and they both laughed..
DAY 14:
They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future. The fortune teller said: 'My darlings, please don't waste the time of your
lives... spend your time together happily.' Then tears flow from the
teller's eyes.
DAY 20:
Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor... Jasmine
mumbled something.
DAY 28:
They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road, Jasmine gave her first
kiss to Daniel by accident.
DAY 29:
11:37 pm
Daniel & Jasmine were sitting in the park where they first decided to play
this game...
Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine... do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one..
I'll just go down the road..
Jasmine: Apple juice would be fine,thanks.
Daniel: Wait for me...
20 minutes later... a stranger approached Jasmine.
Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?
Jasmine: Yes, why? What happened?
Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel & he is critical in
the hospital.
11:57pm
The doctor came out from the emergency room & handed out an apple juice &
a letter to Jasmine.
Doctor: We found this in Daniel's pocket.
Jasmine read the letter which says:
Jasmine, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl & I am
falling for you.. your cherished smile, your everything when we played
this game.. & before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for
the res t of my life. I love you, Jasmine...
Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted..
'Daniel! I don't want you to die...I love you... Remember that night we
saw
a meteor? I mumbled something.. I wished that we would be together forever
& never end this game. Please don't leave me, Daniel... I love you, you
cannot do this to me
Then the clock strikes 12
Daniel's heart stop pumping
THEN IT WAS THE 30th DAY...



Always love your loved ones & show them how you feel before it's too
late..
You will never know when they will be gone from your embrace.. If you were
given a time to bestow petals of everlasting compassion & love to your
love ones, today is the day. Love them while they are still here.....

DauGhtrY wHat aB0ut N0w

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?


Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?


The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?
Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.


What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,

I'm the champi0n.....

Chess
i w0n ...
i w0n ...
5 r0und ...
Played with my br0 ...Easy games ...
Playable by any1 ...
I'm telling da truth.Never lie.Believe me ...
Hehe

I alM0st At my wits' eNd.....

N0w is alm0st 6a.m...
I can't sleep when all ar0und me be s0und asleEP...S0,i wr0te this with all the hard facts.I want to keep it up until to "s0lat subuh"
I dont kn0w why...S0,i juz g0 f0r it..
I kept thinking of sum0ne.I juz can't get her out of my mind.There is n01 like her...
She is the special 1 f0r me,but i'm n0t the great 1 f0r her.I understand the situati0n.I realize what is g0ing on.I really kn0w wh0 am i n0w.S0 i juz f0llow my n0se to achieve my ambiti0n.I has c0me to my sense when all this happen to me.She send me a message last night.But i can't reply her message bc0z there is a bit pr0blem with my hset.S0,i juz can read her message.I didn't kn0w if she waiting f0r my message or n0t.But i d0nt think that she waiting f0r my message.I knew it.
Thankz f0r the message.Really appriciate it.Thankz a l0t.

I d0nt kn0w h0w to get her out of my mind.I really cant d0 it.The feeling are deep inside my heart.I kn0w who i am.But...
Maybe next time i will telling this.N0w i hav t0 g0 for my resp0nsibility as a slave.....

PerMatA.....

Hadirnya tanpa kusedari
Menggamit kasih cinta bersemi
Hadir cinta insan padaku ini
Anugerah kurniaan Ilahi
Lembut tutur bicaranya
Menarik hatiku untuk mendekatinya
Kesopanannya memikat di hati
Mendamaikan jiwaku yang resah ini
Ya Allah
Jika dia benar untukku
Dekatkanlah hatinya dengan hatiku
Jika dia bukan milikku
Damaikanlah hatiku
Dengan ketentuan-Mu
Dialah permata yang dicari
Selama ini baru kutemui
Tapi ku tak pasti rencana Ilahi
Apakah dia kan kumiliki
Tidak sekali dinodai nafsu
Akan kubatasi dengan syariat-Mu
Jika dirinya bukan untukku
Redha hatiku dengan ketentuan-Mu
Ya Allah
Engkaulah tempat kubergantung harapanku
Kuharap diriku sentiasa di bawah rahmat-Mu

I d0nt kn0w wHy.....?

See I don't know why
I liked you so much
I gave you all of my trust
I told you I loved you
Now that's all down the drain
You put me through a pain
I wanna let you know how I feel
You though you could
Keep this shit from me yeah
You burnt bitch ab0ut I heard this story
You played me
You even gave him head
Now your asking for me back
Your just abother act
Look elsewhere cause your done with me
You nquestioned, did I care?
You can ask anyone
You told me "I even said you were my great one"
Now it's over
But I do mean what I said
It hurts me oh bad
I can't swear that cause I love you s0 much.Its up to y0u.Thats your right.I alm0st at my wits' end.....

CiNTa iTu buTa.....

Kita tak perlukn sebab untuk mencintai seseorang.CINTA lahir dari hati nurani yang luhur.CINTA merupakan anugerah ILAHI.CINTA tak mengenal usia.CINTA tak mengenal rupa.CINTA tak mengenal erti putus asa.CINTA memerlukan pengorbanan.CINTA mampu untuk mengalirkan airmata.Jika kita cintakan seseorang,kita akan merasa bahagia berada di sampingnya dan akan merasa gelisah jika berjauhan.

Tetapi CINTA kepada ILAHI dan Rasulnya akan kekal selamanya.Kini baru ku sedari.Thankz ALLAH